March 2012
We’re beginning The Great Gatsby in English, which I haven’t read, mostly because I knew we would eventually read it in class. I’ve heard such great things about it, and I have a feeling that it’s going to be one of my favorite books. It also means we get to spend two days watching a documentary on the 20s and its music, something I am blissfully enjoying. An hour of Louis...
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Miraculously, I’m not tired tonight. It’s nearly midnight and I’m as spry as can be…cowering from the cold beneath a fluffy blanket and several pillows, but alert nonetheless. I hope this doesn’t turn into one of those nights where I stay awake dancing in the dark, drinking sugary beverages and having feverish writing sessions. I need to get as much sleep as I can....
I swear I finished every last fucking bit of assigned homework today. I am totally going to ace tomorrow morning’s Chem test. I deserve some chocolate truffles.
jimmypagesunderagedgirlfriend:
ugh i need to listen to more bob dylan because he has so much music and i’ve only explored a small fraction of it but i just don’t know where to start
i find it really easy to drift off while listening to his music and this makes me feel guilty but i love him so much omg
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dykestar:
omfg so today I saw a man and a woman holding hands in public, i mean i don’t have anything against heterosexuality but don’t flaunt it in front of me, think of the kids omfg
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missmorland reblogged your post: Does anyone know what the best version of…
My personal favourite is…1998 version, though the 2009, 1992, and 1970 are also worth a…
Thanks! I think I have the 1998 and 2009 version, so I’m gonna watch those first.(:
February 2012
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Does anyone know what the best version of Wuthering Heights is?
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It feels so great to have friends. I’ve been so wrapped up in a certain person, I’ve forgotten what it’s like to have real friends. I’m just constantly shocked by how forgiving and sweet my friends can be. They’re there. I think this is the first time I’ve wanted to write a poem or a song or anything just purely about friendship. But I don’t know if...
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In Where The Wild Things Are when the little boys (Max?) says “They’re just scared.” I burst into tears because I think everyone is a good person deep down and we’re scared and fear makes us do so many things and to this day anytime I hear that I burst into tears. I’m a big baby.
The song “Where Is My Mind” makes me so melancholy, it’s unbelievable. As soon as it begins, my heart just sort of clenches and becomes really cold. Ugh.
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patronsaintofqualityfootwear:
no one ever pays attention to the drums at the end of strawberry fields :c
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Guess what????? They’re offering Rock History as an AP elective at a college near my school!!!! ROCK HISTORY. I almost pissed my pants when the counselor mentioned that. I want to take it so bad, because it would be such a great learning experience, plus I’ll be put in a room with a bunch of other music lovers. What if I found my best friend there? What if I found my soul mate there?...
lypophrenia: a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause
drapetomania: an overwhelming urge to run away
escapism: a mental desire to retreat from unpleasant realities through fantasy
wanderlust: a desire to travel, to understand one’s very existence
dysania: the state of finding it difficult to get out of bed in the morning
sanctuary: a small safe place in a troubling world
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first discovering a group: omfg how am i going to tell them apart
later in the obsession: omg yes that's him i can tell by his ear shape
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Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
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glitterbest:
Those glorious three seconds or so when the opening bars of one of your favourite songs start to play, but you can’t quite figure out what the song is yet.
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jimmypagesunderagedgirlfriend replied to your post: If the entire world can join together to make…
i love you
If the entire world can join together to make jokes about Angelina Jolie’s leg, then I think it is possible to change the world.
Why can’t I just be as cool as Bob Dylan?????
Sometimes I feel so miserable and I sob for like five minutes and then it all goes away quicker than the rain and I’m happy again.
(This sounds like a song. A bad song.)
(But it’s actually true; my emotions are so short and intense.)
I really need someone to talk to and although there’s people I know who say they’re there for me, I still feel like I’m annoying them. I always feel like I’m annoying people and if I talk too much about my problems they’ll hate me and I don’t want to lose them. I have a one track mind and I feel like people get tired of hearing me talk about the same thing over...
I don’t even blog about music anymore; I just whine about everything and make long pointless posts about how sad I am all the time.
jimmypagesunderagedgirlfriend:
holy shit bring it on home is a sexy song
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I think too much about things. I try to figure things out on my own, and although I’m really good at it, it drives me positively insane. I obsess over gleaning every possible detail from a situation. I have to know everything. I think that knowing everything will make things better, but sometimes I wish I could just stop and slow down and not care.
I think I’m going to start a separate blog for my self pity posts because I don’t like seeing them on my blog after I write them, but at the same time I don’t want to keep deleting them because I believe someday they will be important to me. I want to be able to look back and read about my darkest and my brightest days.
If there’s one thing I am sure of, is that no matter...
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“My 6-year-old daughter asked me once, ‘Daddy, you used to play in Paul...”
– Ringo Starr (via fuckyeahringostarr)
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patronsaintofqualityfootwear:
i’ve just been beyond miserable lately. i just don’t want to be around. i don’t have energy to do anything and i don’t have motivation to even think about gettin up in the morning. i feel like i’m going nowhere. everyone i thought cared about me has either forgotten about me or turned into some condescending asswipe. i just don’t want to be around or do anything....
I don’t actually understand why people think it’s hot when someone bites their lip?
The biggest photo of the night sky ever taken. →
Woman: Can I have birth control?
Government: No.
Woman: I got pregnant because I didn't have birth control and I don't want the fetus. Can I have an abortion?
Government: No.
Woman: I gave birth to my child but since I wasn't expecting it, I can't afford daycare. Can I have help paying for it?
Government: No.
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